Mandy's Friends

htownpunk

Subject:	fox 2.0
Time:	10:00 am.
Mood:	optimistic.

hmmm.

i won't go into any extreme details, but my life has significantly changed. after several ups and downs (seems the accent has been on the "downs"), i find myself facing a brighter future. here are the highlights:

i quit smoking weed. period. much to my dismay, of course. i still believe its relatively harmless (when used with discretion, moderation, and responsibility), but that being said, the professional world does not necessarily agree with me.  and since i need to recreate my previously shattered life, i have decided a temporary hiatus is in order. how long of a break? as long as it takes to fix my problems, prepare for the future, and all around demonstrate to all i care for my worthiness and full potential.  i will miss mary jane, but one day, when all my ducks are in a neat and tidy row, we will be reunited.

the catalyst for my new-found straight-edge lifestyle is the bigger news. the happier news. my purpose for being, my reason for living.

i'm going to be a father.

for some, this signals the end of life as they know it. for me, it is the single-most epic adventure i will ever endure. i am ready (as ready as anyone can ever be, at least). more importantly, i am fucking ecstatic.

in the near future, now that internet is once again a fully functioning part of my day-to-day life, i will expand on certain topics and share thoughts on things to come. but for now, i will part ways with the e-world saying this...

for the first time in my life, i have a clear sense of what really matters.  i am no longer torn in several chaotic directions; rather i am bringing together all the previously untamed core elements of who i am and what i want to be. my life isn't over. it has just begun.

catch you on the flipside...

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